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Thursday, July 8, 2010

5 Months Preggo ups I mean 4 months!





18 weeks...

I already put on weight around 6-7 kg. :(
I feel so bloated
I can't help my tummy to stay slim. it just keeps on bulging
I still don't like the taste of rice. except for sushi
I still don't like the taste and smell of soto. Even thinking about soto upset me
I also don't like meatball. but I still can eat it.
during the first trisemester up to my 4 months pregnancy, I had no trouble with food at all. I can eat almost anything, its just I still throw up a lot.
But around end of 4 months till now, I become picky on food.
I like to eat es serut. like ice kachang or melon sago type. but I particularly want the ice to still looks like mountain, you cant just 'obok2' the ice. Rudy did that twice! and I felt so sad.. lol... so weird.
I have to stock juices or any sweet drinks in my refrigerator.
I get tired so very easily
The Imsonia start! and I hate it
the uncomfiness of the big tummy also affect my sleeping pose already.

lots and lots of women out there enjoy being pregnant. love being pregnant. they said, they are pampered. they can eat 'guiltyless'. they feel very womanly.matured. love the changing of their body shape. and so on and so on.
NOT ME! I want this phrase to pass quickly. Around 4 more months to go and I can't wait!
yes, I'm terrible. I really don't like the pregnancy stage :p
Thankfully there is Jo around. who felt the same way like I do. make me feel less guilty and something like 'hey, I know someone who feels this way too! I'm not an alien after all' hahaha

the lost

After the Bali trip, actually both Rudy and I lost our close relative.
I lost an aunt.. she fight cancer
He lost his uncle (aunt's husband) he passed away too fast :( after fighting tetanus.

So, after the wonderful trip, there goes the bad news. And we had to help to do this and that, lost our beauty sleep, cried, and forget all about updating the blog.

Its been a month. I can't even start to write what I felt.. what i faced.. so just leave it be.

Bye Ku Ing. Bye Om Siong. You will greatly be missed.
(6/7/2010 & 8/7/2010)