old aunty

As Rudy was very busy lately until he had to worked overtime, me as a good wife cooked for him. and I brought him the food on this pinguin hamper!! haha! I got it as a present from the bday kid at school. It was soooo.. not me! I was so embarassed, huhuhu _ _!! (see Ud, I'm so nice!!)
I really feel like some old aunty, haiyoh! bringing hamper..tsk tsk tsk...



ah, and these are my housekeys. cute, huh?? ^^ me like it so much. I got the keychain from epinga. thanks epinga, it's my housewarming present. its a house but divided into 2 pieces. so I got one and another one taken by Ud. it's so sweet and so nice. we like it so much, too that we decided to use it from the day we get it, =D

bye bye anger

Maia (a singer) has another song. "Sang Juara" (read: The champion)

I like the morale of this song. This song is not about a champion who succeed to defeat her opponent. Instead, what it's trying to share is that no matter how hard someone is trying to topple you down, and even if u failed and toppled down badly, what matters is that u still stay rigid and try to stand up without having to take revenge.

(read: Lagu Sang Juara bukan tentang seorang pemenang yang berhasil mengalahkan lawannya, tapi lagu ini ingin menyampaikan pesan bahwa sehebat apapun seseorang ingin menjatuhkan aku, bahkan sampai aku terjatuh sekalipun, aku tetap berusaha tegar an kembali berdiri tanpa harus membalas dendam) dalemmm ya??

I do wanna be a champion. I fell down hard. like 3 years ago. it hurts me so bad that sometime when I think about it, it still hurts me. people don't know that it hit me so hard, cos I always put on a smile. sometime, me, myself don't even know that I'm hurt this bad. But, after knowing this song, reading HANDBOOK and some prayer, I managed to let go. phewww... thanks God. Thanks a lot, God.
I don't want to waste my time holding grunges, holding regret, hating people. bye bye hatred. bye bye heartache, bye bye tears (not that I dun wanna cry again, I'm such a crybaby =p , but no more tears for this matter, =D ) bye bye anger.
Welcome peacefullness. welcome beautiful life =D Yeyent is ready to face a better future.

Siap Grak!!

Zen is the only one who always know which camera to look at.... and I don't know why Rudy stand so straight like if he doesn't a principal is going to punish him... tsk tsk tsk...
see u guys in Bali... =)

HANDBOOK

I've got this from mey. thanks a lot mey =)
I hope this would strenghten all of you like it did to me.

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in

Plants:

4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

5. Make time for prayer.

6. Play more games.

7. Read more books than you did in 2008.

8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

9. Sleep for 7 hours.

10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.

16. Dream more while you are awake.

17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.

20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

23. Smile and laugh more.

24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

25. Call your family often.

26. Each day give something good to others.

27. Forgive everyone for everything.

28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

30. What other people think of you is none of your business.

31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

32. Do the right thing!

33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

34. GOD heals everything.

35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

37. The best is yet to come.

38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.

39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

HmmmMmm...

What is love without commitment?
and what is commitment without love?

hmmmm... confusing.

this post is dedicated to two of my dearest friends who are in confusion and dilemma.

actually i want to write more details. but one of these two~the 'stingy' one of course, wouldn't let me. huh!
I know you are reading this and having your 'very satisfied, cruel, laughing' time!! admit it.. damn u, pelit ah..=( .
But it's ok.anyway, I also don't know what to say and what to write. anyway, I wish both of you the very best. and hope u'll find ur true happiness soon. love you guys. moackssss. XoXo

tambahan

oh iya.. sembari menyambung post ku sebelumnya, ada yg mau aku tambahin nih
padahal yg sebelumnya udah panjang lebar. bawel banget sih ini anak :p

kemaren2 ini sempet ngobrol2 ama sodara yang hidupnya kayanya lempenggg bener. dari yang pacaran ama cowo anak orang kaya yg super royal, kikikik :p trus meridnya yg ga perlu pusing budget (ga seperti cc'mu ini) honeymoon ke Europe, tinggal jalan. rumah mewah berikut perabot, tersedia. trus mau hamil, langsung tokcer, mau melahirkan ga pusing biaya persalinan. ke dokter, beli2 barang bayi, beli2 barang pribadi buat ibu hamil, semua terjamin dan serba mudah. blom lagi ntaran yang anak mo sekolah atau apapun juga, ga usah pusing. ditambah sekarang ini anaknya yang menjadi kesayangan grandparents dari both side. maklum for both grandparents, ini adalah grandchild mereka yg pertama and super gres!! kikikik... mudah yah? bused dah.

dah gitu aku baca blog ini. beda banget idupnya. serdehana. penuh lika liku. tapi semua dijabar dengan jujur ga pake pretense sok kaya. tapi tetep full of life. tetep happy. tetep asik. aku yang baca ikutan terhibur. dari muda udah kena kista. dia ada nulis wanita + kista + pacar tapi gak mao kawin berat banget rasanya. aku sendiri ga ada kista. amit2 jangan sampe deh jadi ga tau juga rasanya gimana. tapi pasti berat bgt deh. tapi kayanya di blognya ini dia happy2 aja deh ama suaminya.

aku jadi belajar... hidup ini emang lucu. bukannya kehidupan sodaraku itu salah. ngga koq. dia ga salah sama sekali. I'm happy for her, too. cuman kadang orang maunya hidupnya keliatannya serba WAH. tapi dari orang2 kaya Viol ini'lah kita bisa belajar, apa sih arti hidup yg sebenernya. hidup itu penuh perjuangan. ada keringat, air mata. tapi itu yg bikin hidup makin berarti. bikin hidup lebih hidup, hehehe. koq kayanya gue jadi lebay sih? as if blog nya viol itu hidupnya susah amat?
ngga koq viol, hidup lo asik koq, beneran deh. gue cuman doyan aja lo ga kaya cewe kebanyakan yg typical hedonis gitu, =D

please deh, jangan lebay...

Hmmpfhh.
Dunia ini koq makin hedonis aja yah perasaan?? orang2 makin sok glamour gitu. iya kalau emang hidupnya glamour beneran. gue sih happy2 aja liatnya kalau bener2 glamour, tapi kalau ketemu yg sok2'an glamour gitu, suka ilfil deh liatinnya.

sekarang ini cewe2 dah banyak yg dicekokin buat cari cowo yg tajir. jadi ga usah susah2 lagi kedepannya. masa depan yg cerah.
dimana yah 'susah senang ditanggung bersama?' atau 'merintis sama2, dari susah mpe sukses bareng2?' yg ada 'si A anaknya siapa?' 'coba kamu kaya si B, pacarnya kuaya, loh'. cari pacar juga cari yang instant. jadi bisa secara instant menjadi cewe yang kaya =p
kesuksesan seseorang diartikan dengan kekayaan materi seseorang. ck ck ck.

blom lagi cewe2 ataupun ibu2 yang dengan riangnya menenteng tas2 brand luar negri yang ternyata palsu?? yah bukannya saya against barang palsu.. tapi kalau emang blom mampu beli, ya ga usah dipaksakan lah. soalnya kan selama kita membeli barang palsu, pasar barang palsu itu ada selalu. and itu kan membiarkan children labour gitu?? and lagian emang enak orang udah susah payah mendesign suatu barang trus dengan gampangnya di jiplak gitu? lagian apa serunya sih memamerkan barang yang palsu? mending duitnya dikumpulin terus beli deh yg asli, kan lebih PUAS, hehehe. eh, ini opini pribadi loh yaaaa.... jadi kalau ada yg ga seneng ya maap2 aja =)

ada juga yg punya tas2 branded buat dijadikan ajang 'ga mau kalah'. sampe segitunya yah??

pokok yg pamer sana sini ini, aduh duh duh duh..... please deh ah.... masa ya aku ada kenalan nih (mulai dah curhatnya) bisa2nya bilang kl dirumahnya dibangun ruangan yg gede and ber a.c? biarkan orang lain aja yg menilai kenapa si? sampe sebegitu pedenya muji2 rumah sendiri ke orang lain? yaelahhh.... kecuali orang nanya, ga usah sesumbar dulu deh.... haiyoh. lagian ruangannya juga ga gede2 amat gitu loh, tante... masi banyak yg lebih gede2 ini... hihihi.

kenapa gue nulis ini? ga ada alesan. cuman mau ngeluarin uneg2 aja. opini pribadi kan boleh donk. gue ada koq temen2 yg super tajir and hidupnya emang kesannya glamour bgt. yg tas brandednya berjejer jejer. kl mau cuci rambut aja di salon. pake baju ga ngulang 2x. padahal kan sayang yah. rumah segede gaban. rumah yg segede gaban and masih ada swimming pool yg segede gaban juga. yang kalau mau berangkat luar negri sana sini, gampanggg.... yang punya mall gede. yah, pokok yg bisa bikin gue ngiler deh, haha. tapi ini memang kehidupan mereka asli yang ga dibuat-buat and ga bikin mereka melarat buat jalaninnya. lagian temen2 gue yg emang tuajir2 ini, merekanya sih biasanya baik bgt. humble and ga norak banyak gaya buat pamer2. kali soalnya bapak emaknya dah kaya and mereka dah biasa dari kecil ama hidup yg gitu yah. jadi yah biasa2 aja. yang pingin ngerasain hidup gini, baru sok sok'an, hehehe.

aneh ya manusia ini?? kalau saia sih tetep memilih hidup yg biasa2 aja bersama suami tercinta, kikikik. rudy dari kecil udah terbiasa hidup mandiri. mau dapet apa ya harus berjuang dapetnya. ga ada yg serba mudah atau instant buat dia. dia ga dididik dengan materi yang berlimpah. walaupun dia bukan dari keluarga yg kekurangan.
kalau gue beda lagi. bokap dulu waktu muda, hidupnya mayan susah. jadi pas bokap usahanya maju,anak2nya ini dimanja banget. kita mau apa, sebisanya diturutin. kalau ga ada nyokap yg galak bin pelit ups hemat, ihihihihi, wah keenakan dah kita. bisa2 jadi spoiled brats.

nah sejak merid ama rudy dodol ini, yang banyak berubah dari aku ya cara 'pandang'ku ini. dari dulu si saia udah ga suka ama cewe2 hedonis bin matre, tapi abis ama rudy, jadi semakin bertambah deh. suka males bgt liat orang yang mau dapetin apa2 pake cara instant. dah gitu gayanya selangit pula. ck ck ck. capheee deeee.... temen2 gue yg super tajir aja gayanya ga selangit. kalian yg blom ada apa2nya, gayanya udah sebegitunya... haiyooohhhh..... pleaseee deh..

activity

happy holidae, all =)
selamat hari waisak bagi yg merayakan.

No holidae for me n ud. We have to wait for handyman to repair this and that.
at my home, the handyman add another lamp outside my house cos' we found it's too dark. we have to wait for him for so many days... but it's ok lah. at least now, there's a lamp outside. and it's nice. so I am happy.


then, we have to go to Rudy's office (lebi tepatnya ruko). Because of the flood... which already been the second time at his place there, he decided to elevated the floor. My gosh... it's so messy. soil, bricks, cement, sand, dust, ck ck ck.... He elevated around 50cm from the ground. So, hopefully this time, the office will be free from flood. amen!

wahai kentang... melembutlah....

ugh, bete nih gue...

gue kan blog walking gitu, terus perut lapar... biasa nih perut, ga bisa diajak kompromi. udah dibilangin, gue dah ga mau banyak2 makan, dah endut.. tapi bawaannya laper mulu! bikin bete juga. trus dah gitu gue keinget iklannya chef Bara di TV. ada yg liat ga?? itu loh iklan cheese yg cepet meleleh?? quick melt ya kl ga salah?? kan keliatannya yummy bgt tuh?? nah gue dah beli kentang and cheese itu, walau cheese'nya ini harganya menggorok (bete lagi kan??)

jadi cuci kentang sampe bersih. potong2 sosis kecil2, siapin cheesenya. trus keinget, oh ya kan gue ga punya microwave ya... mau pinjem mommy lupa mulu. jadi ya udah deh, cari ide. si lampu di kepala berkata coba di steam aja?? ya udah. repot2 nih gue keluarin rice cooker gue yg gede supaya bisa steam. soalnya selama ini pake rice cooker yg kecil, tapi tadi ga muat gitu. niat bener kan gue??
dah bayangin nih... ih, nti kl sukses n jadi mau aku foto ahhhh...mau aku upload di blog ahhh... mau kupamer, hihihi. dah seneng2 diri. dah senyum2 ndiri. ehhhhh tau2nya GAGAL!!!! beteeeee deh!! ugh. batal deh gue upload ini kentang di blog =(

ya emang si dodolnya gue ndiri, masa kudu di microwave malah gue steam?? maksa bener. yg ada cheesenya meltnya ga sexy n yummy gitu. malah berair2 ga jelas. dah gitu tuh kentang bloon masi keras ajeee (koq malah salahin kentang ya??) hiks hiks. bete nihhh... ya masi bisa di mamam si, cuman udah ga cantik lagi. kan jadinya gue ga bisa pamer?? =(

tau ga siy, tadi si dodol juga ledek2 masakan gue. dihina hina gue di depan grandma gue... menjatuhkan martabat gue gitu!! (hiperbola dah gue, sebenernya cuman diledek koq) cuman semped bikin gue bete juga. ga tau napa bete, haha. padahal emang bener si masakan gue standard bgt, n uda sering di make fun ini.tapi yg kali ini punya dari yg awalnya pura2 sok ngambek, jadi ngambek beneran deh. "HUH, pokoknya abis ini gue ga mau masakin lo lagi! ga mau masak lagi. lo makan catering aja sono!!! HUH!!" hahahaha......

kapan nihhhh gue pinter masak? monyong koq!

holiday

I like travelling a lot. go to a new place, explore a place. even if it's not really a new place, I still love travelling. (esp. since I get bored so easily down here)

and this June, Rudy and I are going to Bali again, yiha!
just like I've mentioned at previous post, this time we're going with lots of my family member from my dad's side. and I mean a LOT. Might be up to 30 people going... see? a lot, right??

After Bali, we plan to make a stop at Batu, Malang for a while, too. Rudy's hometown.

I can't wait for the holidae to come... for the fun, for the sun, and most importantly, for the food!!=D

• nasi babi, bu Oka
• baby ribs, naughty nuris
• bakwan subur
• rawon dengkul
• tahu campur, pak kumis

and many, many more =)
*excited mode on* Bali, Malang, here we comeee.....
Bali, Bali, Bali....

Angels on the wedding dae

lebay mode on

Lanjut dari tragedi tas ku ituh, si mommy kan lagi sakit nih bahunya... tengeng gitu, jadi mo balik ke kanan aja susah. ya udah, kembalilah saya menjadi anak-yg-cantik-bin-perhatian-and-super-berbakti nih ceritanya hihihi *lebay mode on*

pijetttt, pijetttt,

anak-yg-cantik-bin-perhatian-and-super-berbakti : "mi, parah nih ototnya mpe kenceng gini"
si mommy : iya... 'bla bla bla' (sambil gossip nih ceritanya)
anak-yg-cantik-bin-perhatian-and-super-berbakti: *nyahutin gossip* dah mendingan nih mom, dah mulei keringetan...

pijetttt, pijetttt, singkat cerita udah nih. dah seneng nih nyokap, gue juga, udah pijet semaksimal mungkin. pas udah malam... ini otot tangan gue sendiri dah mulai cenut2... waaaa sakit ui, lemes banget ini tangan, mpe mau angkat pulpen aja susah... =( akhirnya dodol berbaik hati and mijet2in tanganku. kayanya ini darahnya kaga ga ngalir gitu deh.... udah enakan, bobolah saia...

jam 5 pagi kebangun.... auwwwwwwwww tanganku sakit banget. kaku, lemes, mau diangkat juga susah... jadilah gue bengong2 dalam gelap. mau bangunin dodol ga tega... tapi ini tangan sakit mulu, mulai dah gue parno.. apa ini gejala struk ringan ya? hiiiii takut! kalau mpe gue struk gimana donk? mana ini tangan kanan lagi?? si uud bisa ilfil ga ya nih kalau gue struk? aihhh masa masi muda gini struk ya? sedih bener? bla bla bla dah ngaco dah gue mikirnya... gelisah2 gitu, taunya si uud bangun... "kenapa yent??"
"tanganku ini loh Ud, sakit lagi.. sakit banget"
"sini gue pijetin" pas lagi dipegang..
"auwww.... sakit ud" nangis deh gue, hihihihi lebay bgt ya? sakit plus parno jadi gini nih..
dah akhirnya dipijet2, and dikasi koyo super panas... dah gitu enakan deh... tau ga ini koyo ditempelin buanyak banget ditangan gue, haha

balik bobo deh, hehe...
thank u ud..Ud baek deh mau pijetin aku =) hihihihi

my poor bag

I asked for trouble :(

jadi ceritanya gue minta minyak semprot nih ke si mommy. gara2nya si uud kan otot kakinya abis keseleo, jadi sebagai istri yg baik n super perhatian mau gue pijetin. abis itu, itu minyak semprot sialan gue simpen dah di tas. ehhhh.. meneketehe kalau tutup botol itu minyak rusak!

monyong bin sialan koq, ya tumpahlah itu minyak dengan sukses ke tas gue tanpa gue sadari!! pas gue sadar, itu minyak dah tumpah sebotoloan!! tas gue dah bau tengik!!yg bikin sedih nih dompet hadiah dari si papi tuh jadi bau minyak juga deh, kutu kupred koq ini minyak... SEDIHHHH... hiks, bete!! monyonggggg.............

gini dah kalau sok jadi istri perhatian, padahal sebenernya itu kaki si dodol juga udah kaga sakit, cuman sisa memarnya aja, gue nya aja yg sok2 gitu, hiks hiks hiks

Otong udah sehat

yup! she's healthy, already. Thanks God ;)
ii yeyent and uncle rudy love you, sayang. muacks!

huh?????

(we're going to Bali in June, together with my BIG family from my father's side. our parents offered us to stay together in a room that they booked so that we can save up , which is really nice of them. but Uud feel a lil' uncomfy that he planned to book a room on his own.)

Conversation on the phone between me and my mom...

y: mom, do you mind if I book my own room for our holidae in Bali?
m: why not? so Zenia and the rest are going to stay together with u guys in Harris??
y: eh? No... they plan to stay at other place.
m: huh?? then?
y: the room is only for me n ud
m: what? what a waste of money??!! It's going to be quite pricy, why not stay with us??
y: well... it's ok, we still can afford lah. ud feels a bit uncomfy, anyway...
m: OooOOooo... he feels uncomfy because we're paying, is it?? well, let him pays for the room and let us stay with you then...
y: !!!!???!!!!????!!!! *speechless*

feeling Blue, Mellow, Yellow

I miss my friends!=(

Being in Samarinda can be something really challenging. Especially for someone that is so used being in the big city like myself. The things I love being in Samarinda are :

• I can hang out with my family. We are so closed to each other. I'm surrounded by my big, fun family 100. There are always so many stories over the weekends and of course if we gather, foods will be provided, too, kekeke.
• no heavy traffic jam. going anywhere is still nearby.
  
• I have a HOME here
• hmmm, what else?? I think that's about it!! can u imagine????

It's so hard to find anything nice here. yeah another good thing is that I can save up! hehe since there's not much things to buy. Not much place to hang out. there's even no cafe here, they only have coffee shop. the worse, I don't have much friends here :( arrrghhh... The only one person who can connect nicely beside uud is Epinga... She is the only one who can spend time to talk and gossip about almost anything. I can be myself and so does she. But even so, lately we don't really spend time a lot since each of us have our own activity.

So, here I am feeling blue. mellow yellow. I miss my sister. I miss my cousin, ce ponk. I miss Lisa, bertha, rio, Sandra. I even miss my in-laws!! haha, weird. but yes, I really do miss them. I want to spend time having fun with them :( It's not that I dun have a great time with Uud, It's just different with friends, rite??

:( I might really think about somewhere else to live, huh? perhaps Surabaya like Zen recommended? So if we're gonna travel, it's easier for us? hehe. weleh2 be te bener kalau blue gini ye? Zen, nti di Bali hibur daku ya?? kikikiki :D

condolence

oh ya, forget to show my condolence to 'uncle' Donny. Donny is a dear friend who used to be my sis' housemate back in US. and then now, he works in Samarinda and stay with my parents. A really nice, and great friend.

So sorry to hear that ur dad passed away. be strong, Don. I hope you'll be fine and your father will rest peacefully.


We will never be ready to be departed from someone we love. So, while you have the chance, make sure those you love, know that you love them. Don't ever take them for granted. I'm always wretched to hear 'passed away news' I think, I will never, ever be ready or even able to face it. My gosh....
I love you, all...

Nicole's Update

Nicole is getting better ~ Thanks God!
Yesterday afternoon, she was better. She became her usual bubbly, happy self. she ate, she sang, she talked, she played, I even managed to wash her hair. Then her fever went high again at night. It was so high that it scared me. She became so quiet and so weak. she just lied on a mattress and closed her eyes. she breathe heavily. hiks. I thought of bringing her to hospital, already (hiperbola juga, hehe) But then, I decided to wait for one more day.

But then, today when I visitted her, she is ok already. she is bubbly. she is happy. she watched tv, she played with me, she even study! kekeke. so happy for her. I think she lost some weight, though. her bootylicious is not that 'spongy' anymore, haha! :p

get better, dear.

Abused princess

Gini hari makin gile aja ya?? Menyambung post ku ttg "any comments" nih lagi ada berita heboh di infotainment lately.

Sapa lagi kalau bukan Manohara Odelia Pinot. A very young Indonesian model who got married with Kelatan Royalty, Malaysia. Yup, she is married to a prince. She is only 16,5 years old when she got married and now is at a tender age of 17, ck ck ck. Seems to have a glamorous life. Secara dia princess gitu loh! Berangkat kemana mana aje naik jet pribadi! But what happened?? Her mom is not even allowed to see her. The news said that she is being abused by her prince charming. Charming my ass! Poor Manohara. Very young, very beautiful, very charming and have to suffer at her tender age. Mana sekarang kasusnya jadi tambah melebar lagi. Orang Indo ama Malaysians jadi hina2an di beberapa forum blogs. Blom lagi kasusnya yg bener ini sebenernya gimana?? Apa bener si Mano ini disiksa? Ada yg bilang mamanya Mano ini penipu segalalah. Kasian deh. Kalau gue sih, yah, sembarang deh mau nipu apa kaga, tapi mama ga boleh ketemu anaknya kesian aje. Kalau emang ga ada apa2, si Mano ini kaga disiksa, kenapa ga bole ketemu coba?

Yah itu lah ye… masi muda udah merid?? Happy2 dulu, nikmatin masa muda napa?? Emang si mamanya si Mano ini bilang buat respect the royal family. Ga boleh ngomong 'NO' ke raja, itu penghinaan. Ok, dia emang ga dikasih pilihan. Tapi buat mama-mama lain yang ada pilihan, ngapain sih anak lo mau lo kawinin muda2??? Takut ditinggal lari cowonya ya? Kl mpe ini cowo kaga mau nungguin anak lo gedean kan salah dicowonya?? Heran deh? Kalau anak lo ngebet pingin merid cepet2, dinasehatin kek?? Hari gini kawin ceped2?? Emangnya ga mau nuntut ilmu dulu? Cobain kerja? Main2 ama temen? Jalan2 keluar kota kek, ke luar negri kek ama temen2?? Itu seru coi?!! perluas kandidat2 cowomu? hihihi

Weleh weleh…. Kalian heran kali ye? Ngapain juga gue bawel masala orang mo kawin muda? Secara itu kan urusan orang masing2, he he he, iya sih…. Emang gue ga against gimana2 banget koq, cuman kadang heran aja. Suka gemes liatnya… haha. Kasian aja, nti kalau kedepannya cewenya regret kawin muda kan kasian kaum wanita juga, ya ga? =D kaya si Mano ini, awalnya dia seneng. Dia mau merid ama ini prince. Pastinya dia bahagia n flattered lah ya?? Tapi blom setaon dah stress abis dia =( kesian. Nah, gue pingin cewe2 tuh mikir mateng2 aja sebelon merid, ok gals?

Poor Nicole

Nicole is sick. yupz, poor her, she is having a fever. doctor said "itu gejala tifus".

She vomitted while she was schooling. then the teacher sent her to rest, but when the teacher tried to look for her, she wasnt resting.... guess what she was doing??
she was... eating!! yes, eating! haha... sighhhh... what a good apetite, haha. she said she was hungry after the vomit, lol.

But last night, she lost her apetite, already. she was very quiet. My mom had to spoonfeed her. Ooo, my poor baby girl... (nicole is already like my own baby)
may you get well soon!

Nu' Hair

Yep, Nicole just cut her hair. My mom was the one who cut it. I think she looks cuter but also rounder, haha!

Si Dudul

Despite the heavy flooding, Nicole dodol is going to have mathematics test, tomorrow. here she is, studying and relaxing with her uncle dudutz. what a nice way to study! also, she recently learned how to cut her nails. she did it on her own and also help uncle to cut his.

For info, for the past 3 days, there was no electricity at my parents house. can u imagine?? 3 days straight without electricity from morning to night???!!! my gosh! Luckily my parents do have a gen set. So, my grandparents, aunts, uncles and also cousins sleepover at my parents house. ck ck ck....

Habis Gelap Terbitlah Terang...

It's Kartini's Day. (Kartini is a hero who fought for women's right) Although, everywhere is flooded, I still tried my best to go to school as we celebrated it. (for your info I am a kindergarten teacher :P) The teachers have to wear kebaya today. So here I post some pics of mine wearing my mom's kebaya.
The children dressed so nicely and cute! they had a contest. too bad, I didn't get the chance to take their pictures :(

Well, I am glad we don't have to wear kebaya as daily clothing anymore. It's SO HARD for me to walk, also today I wore heels, and it's killing me... the pain for being pretty, haha!
Thanks to Kartini, women now can have the sime right to have education, to work not only to stay at home, cook, look after children and get wasted.

Selamat Hari Kartini, all

Samarinda kota banjir part II

samarinda ini gimana toh??? payah ini...udah mati lampu'an!!!
sekarang BANJIRnya PARAH, RAH, RAH!!! Urghhhh.......
Gila sih kali ini punya banjir.. biasa juga banjir tapi lom separah ini! Ini sampe daerah yg biasa lumayan aman, udah pada banjir semua, udah tinggi. (sukurlah rumahku masi aman walaupun toko si dodol kali ini udah banjir masuk sekitar 30cm and masi naik2 terus.)

Aku BETE. tadi siang maw ke Bank. gara2 banjir, jalanan pada macet and lumpuh! jadilah bank'nya keburu tutup. padahal kita cuman telat 5 minutes!!! rese tuh bank, ga tau orang kesusahan! ya udah, pergi makan siang deh. ehhh makan siangnya juga lauknya dah tinggal dikit, sambelnya abis pula, ugh *gerutu, gerutu, gerutu* dah gitu mau pulang nih. yang biasa pulang lancar, sekarang took almost 2 hours juz to get back home!!! Shit! udah panas! macet! AC di mobil si dodol pake acara rusak segala lagi, Argjhhhhhh....... bikin stress......... aduhhhhhh..... kalau kaya gini jadi pingin pindah kota aje dah.......

money,money,money

things to do/buy :

• lasik!!! penting nih tapi abisnya mahal bisa berjuta2, yg punya pengalaman lasik, share dunk, abis berapa, lasik dimana, etc.... (yg aku cek both eyes ada yg 13jt ada yg 19jt huuueeee??)
• gen set ~ secara samarinda ini kan KOTA MATI LAMPU!!! ugh... kapan majunya ini kota? dah mati lampu mulu, banjir pula, dah gitu mau cari apa2 susah, Grrrr.... ( yg kita incer 3jt'an)
  
• brankas ~ jadi bisa nyimpan2 barang dirumah selain di bank :) (masi lomcek harga)
  
• Lap top ~ another important wish... so I dun have to share lappy with ud dodol lagi... he he (ini yg kutanya kira2 7-8 jt'an, ckck ck)
  
• TV ~ si uud lagi cari2 tv buat games roomnya nih... yg 37" pula (ini nih... siap2 another 8-10jt lagi kayanya)
  
• Sofa buat games room masi 50% nih bayarnya, another 50% kudu dibayar, jombrot deh (sofanya 5.5jt itu juga pas dapet harga promo)
• Sound system, kerjaan si dodol nih yg gaya2 mau pake sound system segala (harga yg dia taksir si mahal, bose... tapi kayanya gaya doank deh, ntar2annya pasti carinya yg lebi murah, hehe)
  

aduhhhh duhhh duhhh duhhhh.... bakal banyak sekali pengeluarannya :( be te deh, hiks hiks mana abis gini masi mau ke bali pula ama big fam.... pusing kl mikir so much money to be spendnya..... puyeng puyeng... makanya kalau ada yg mau transfer duit, haYuUUUuuukkkk!!! heuhuehehue. bye bye gucci bag, bye2 bottegaku, bye bye LV... yeyent puasa beli tas dulu!!! kapan2 baru aku kalap n beli2 kalian lagi yeee.... menderitanya puasa blanja tas n spatu :(

ndut!!

(On the way to have dinner)

Ud (u) : mau mam apa yent??
Yent (y) : tau ah... sembarang deh... ga gitu laper, rada males makan....
u : lo ga makan loh seharian???
y : tadi makan cakwe sih di ngiama (grandma), hihihi
u: alah, alahhh pantesan aja....

(nyampe di depot mahakam)

u : aku pesen sate ayam ma nasi putih aja ah....
y : (lagi sibuk kasi order ke mas'nya) bakso ga pake mie, pake kuah sop buntut ya, mas. trus 1 nasi goreng ga pake telor...es teh tawar 2!

la la la la....

(makanan dateng, Uud kaget bin heran)

u : gini nih yang ga mau makan???
y : he he he... kan makannya dibagi2 ama kamu, Ud??? :p (ngelesss...)

terus menggelembunglah kau, yent! hiks hiks hiks.... help....!!!

lil' uncle n older niece

Nicole and Zaeden were playing under the dining table. oh ya, they are very into loose leaf, lately. they exchange loose leaf paper to each other. btw, Zaeden is Nicole's little uncle. and yet, he is younger than her, hehehe.....

cuteness!!!

Nicole wants to show how long her hair is... its SUPER long... and very fine and silky, huhuhuhu.... I want!!!
and here she is with her 'ompongness' (toothless) hihihi
super cute,ya??

nest

some addition photos of my nest. namanya juga masi rumah baru, masi banyak yg di tambah2i and diutak atik. since budgetnya terbatas, jadilah ngisinya di cicil2.



nah, this is my living room. I bought the sofabed sometimes ago, itended to put it in the games room, but too bulky so we moved it to the living room. harga bagus,bahan empuk tapi kainnya ga enak, panas. ntar mau ku ganti ah. I got the carpet in Mangga Dua, Jakarta. murah bgt. biasanya karpet gede gini bisa sampe 1 or 2 jutaan. but, I had it for Rp. 850.000,- murah ya??? :)




ini juga masi in the living room. biasanya kalau ranjang udah dibersihin, aku nonton tv disini deh. foto2 diatas dijepret dede pas prewed. trus tv samsung series 4, 32" nya bonus dari kerjaan uud, mayannnnnnnnn........ he he he.



last but not least, this is my super comfy bed, where I spend most of my times at, kekekeke.
yah kamarnya udah ada lah dari awal, cuman blom semped kefoto-foto aja. nah di kesempatan ini cailah sekalian aku mau thanks Ivana yang udah kasi aku duvet cover ama pillow and bolster cover buat wedding giftku. sizenya tepat, warnanya gue suka, bahannya enak bgt. lembut n dingin. berguna bgt! jadinya gue hemat bener deh :) cuman tinggal nambahin bedsheet yg matching, voila!

Samarinda kota banjir

Samarinda banjir lagi, banjir lagi.
air pasang, banjir. ujan deres dikit, banjir. untunglah daerah rumahku bukan daerah banjir, jadi aku ga perlu stress menghadapi banjir....

tadi siang, abis lunch, Ud anterin aku pulang. dah tau juga banjir, pas lewat kubangan air, dia ngebut. soalnya mau buru2 balik kantor. walhasil nyipratlah air2 itu kemana-mana. yg kesiannya nih, ada bapak ibu lagi boncengan naik motor. wahhhhh.... dengan sukses mereka kena cipratan tuh. bukan cuman kena bajunya, tapi sampe kemukanya, ck ck ck. mau ketawa, kesian juga, tapi lucu iya juga, hehe. nasibmu pak, bu....

maapin suamiku yang dodol ya pak, bu....hihihi

daily activities

an uncle asked me, what do I do everyday at home, alone??
well.... *feeling a lil' guilty*.....a lot actually.... but mostly is just slacking around :p

1. I wake up quite late in the morning- which is something I can't do when my mom is around, hehe. also nope around mother in-law ;p hey! I'm not an early person... I need my sleep very badly ~ serious! last year when I had to wake up really early (6 am) to teach was really a torture for me :(
2. then usually I just lie on my very comfortable bed, 'muled2', watching tv, lazing around
3. continued by brushing my teeth, washing my face, cleaning the house. by that I mean, tidying my bed, sweeping and mopping the floor. tv is still on, sometimes I stopped to watch.. and then take a bath and wash my hair.
4. if the weather is sunny, I wash my clothes and dry it, if not then skip this part
   
5. then I put on my regular make up. a lil' powder here and there. blush on and combing the hair.
6. then I'll just watch infotainment or any tv programme or just read books and wait for hubby. then it's either I cook lunch or we eat outside.
7. then mostly, I accompany rudy to the bank, if not we just drive around for a while then back home.
8. then slacking continue... watch tv, or read book, or teach my lil' niece and cousins or go to my parents house to chit chat.
9. then back home to cook or to wait for uud to take me out to eat :) and of course to shower again
   
10. last activity, again slacking, watching dvds or playing xbox, watching tv, updating my blog, cuddling, sleep.

for these, I'm grateful for :

1. Udz, who never complain about my long hour sleep, and late wake up. eventhough for most days he has to wake up earlier than me, haha
2. also for him, who is not used to eat breakfast :) so I dun have to struggle to wake up early and also cook breakfast for him, :p
3. living just the two of us in our own home
   
4. well, gotta be grateful to udz who never complain on my laziness
   
5. being able to have lunch and dinner together almost everyday
6. having a laid-back partner
7. udz can always be counted in doing house chores, always being helpful

loving my life.... thank You, God..... life couldn't be better :)

Our Simple Lunch

hehe, that's our lunch today. simple dish of corned beef and egg. added by a cup of coffee and 'sekoteng' (indonesian drink) followed by hubbie washing the dirty plates ;) yumz.

Here comes Nicole...

Let me introduce you to this silly, little niece of mine.

Name : Nicole Eleanore Lee

Nick name : Nicole/otong/dudul/dudutz/otong selebor/xin-xin -whichever you prefer :p

Age : 6 yrs old

character : silly, funny, adorable, sweet, very ladylike, gentle, understanding, wise, think like an old lady, could be very talkative but could be very shy, too. very sweet girl with her princess dream.

walking speed : SUPERRRR slow ~ my very pregnant cousin said that Nicole is a good companion, coz when everybody else walk ahead of her, Nicole is surely by her side, haha!

Running speed : Hmmm.... better guess for yourself :p

Talents : *) She could taste food better than me or anyone else. when it's not good, she doesn't want to finish the food. But if it is good, she will finish it in a blink or ask for more. and that starts since she was a baby!

*) It's very easy if you want her to go to sleep. like in the picture. So I asked her to take a nap, and she gave me a lot, lot of reasons, she's not sleepy lah, she still wants to play lah, bla bla bla, so I asked her to finish up her homework first, then she can go and play. As it was a hot day, she chose to do it on the floor. soon after she lied on the floor, she slept! Yes, just ask her to study and she'll fall asleep soon after. I wonder whose habit is it she takes after, huh SIS?? *wink* Like mother, like daughter!

Well, I will post more of her stories. cos' I think if I post my stories all the way, it would soon be boring. also, Nicole's mommy is all the way in US while she is in Indonesia, living with my parents (and me before I moved out). This can help her mommy to know a lot more about her daily activities, too. alrite, more of Nicole is coming... keep on reading :)

Happy Easter Day

Hmmm...I dunno how many have I watched Passion Of The Christ, but it always move me. Just like now, while watching it, again it has move me.

I can't understand why on earth would He loves us so much? what's so great about us? why should He??

liat aja semua siksaannya.

1. Dia dipermalukan didepan umum
2. Dia dianggap sebersalah-salahnya sampai Dia harus dihukum dengan hukuman yg paling hina, kejam, memalukan (Padahal Dia adalah yang SEBENAR-BENARNYA!!) paradoks sekali...
3. Dia harus di'khianati' sama orng2 terdekatnya
4. Dia harus dicambuk... bukan dipecut tapi dicambuk. dan cambuknya itu bukan cambuk biasa melainkan cambuk yg ujung2nya terbuat dari sort of paku... kayu meja aja bisa tercabik.... bayangkan kulit dan dagingNya.... yes, di 'POTC' itu semua terkoyak....
5. Ada yg pernah kasitau yent, Yesus turun kedunia menjadi manusia. tapi Dia masi ada kemaha kuasaanNya. jadi pada saat Dia disiksa, sebenarnya bisa saja Dia menghentikan itu semua. ataupun Dia bisa aja membuat diriNya sendiri untuk tidak merasa sakit. but no, Dia tetap melawati itu semua tanpa kata2 yg bisa menjatuhkanNya dalam dosa :(
6. di film 'POTC' juga, mamanya Yesus ada mengatakan "Putraku kapan kamu akan MEMILIH untuk melewati semua siksaan ini??" tapi Dia tetap memilih untuk melawati ini semua
7. seperti point ke-2, sedih banget rasanya kalau tau pada saat itu banyak sekali, mungkin hampir semua orang merasa Dia ini salah, berdosa. Temen2, kalau kita yg diposisi itu, bagaimana kita bersikap? aku sendiri ga berani membayangkannya.... kita lebih sering melihat apa yg dipermukaan. kita terlalu banyak mikir apa yg akan orang nilai? orang cap? bukan apa yg akan Dia nilai.... jadi kita jadi fake bgt. kasi kesan cuman ke manusia. kadang kita bikin kelalaian, but since semua manusia merasa itu wajar, ga papa, ga perlu terlalu kritis juga kan sama sesama? itu membuat kita merasa it's ok..... atau kita ga berani melakukan sesuatu yg bertentangan ama dunia ini karna takut di cap macam2... how sad??

masih banyak siksaan2 Yesus.... can't list it down. itu aja dah bikin aku sedih bgt. How can He stand all the sufferings?? How can He?

Dear God, forgive me if all these while, I've let You down for many, many times. I've not been obidient. I've not seek You, enough. I've forgotten that instead of relying on You, I've relied on myself... Forgive me, Lord... forgive my sins. Amen.

My dear friends, Happy Easter day. Please remember everything that He had done for us. everything that He'd been through. May God bless us.

ta daaa...

So, this is the most I can do for my haircut. :) Hmmm..... better isn't it?? he he he