big grin

Oh and by the way, I missed the details of my uud's bday and our own 2nd anniversary :p

Well, for Ud's bday.. I bought him a navigator which can't be use in Samarinda. smart! _ _" It can only be use in JAVA, Bali and Sumatra if I'm not mistaken. well never mind. and we didn't have much celebration, as we just get back from Jakarta. So, I just booked a room in Aston, Balikpapan. enjoyed our rest. the big boy turned 30. I wrote him a little love notes for him to read every single day. So, he got his note in Samarinda, Bali and jakarta :) quite an effort. and he got a bday card. a present. and dinner. that's about it, hehehe.

and the anniversary...well the night before, I was down because I thought he didn't plan or have anything for us. I got him a little cake by midnight. :(
and on the day itself, I spend most of the days in my mom's house.
So, he just fetched me to have a dinner. and we headed back home. but guess what?
He decorated the home! WOW!!
It turn out that the whole afternoon, he didn't go to the office but to buy this and that (candles n stuff). then he put lots and lots of candles and candles in a small glass all around our living room. he bought a bigger cake, haha. he put romantic music on. WOW!!!
thank u, darling :D super duper touched.

You are always the sweetest. I know there will be times when maybe we're out of idea of how to be romantic. or maybe we pass that stage. I don't know. But, I'm enjoying this very much now.
Love u, Ud.

boy or girl?

So, the baby is secretive! and up to today, I still don't know its gender, yet. At first, I was so sure that it's a boy. but now I'm beginning to wonder.

And the silliest part is that... I miscalculated my month. I guess 'a dodol' will always be a dodol. I know my weeks! but wrong months, I thought I'm in my 6th month by now, but I'm only in my 5th. sigh!! That means I'm even more overweight than I already am :( hiks.

I didn't pig out. but why so much weight gained?? and I realized, during the first trisemester when I was still throwing up so much, I drank plenty of those 'sweet-drinks' remember when I said I had to have juices in my refrigerator? I drank buavita, pulpy orange, love juice, you name it. _ _"
right from the moment I realized that, I quit drinking those sweet drinks and my weight become more controllable. thanks God. (but still overweight)

yes, I'm huge. Yes, its getting more and more heavy each day. but I'm still thanking God :)