Plastic

I think I've been quite negative lately :(

I dunno, it's not like I want to be so negative.. but it's so hard to stay positive while u r seeing some negative things happen. I tried to look at the positive sides, but.. well I've tried too much to look at the positive sides, but who am I fooling?

I am just so freaking tired with manipulative, fake, pretentious, full of shit people rite now. Like I shared in my facebook status; pretentious person is just like a cross stitches piece. pretty at the front but so twisted and messed up at the back. dont u think so??

I'm disappointed with someone close to me. To see 'this' side of them.. well, I never like fake, 'plastic' type of person, so yeah, its still hard for me to respect them.
have u ever meet anyone like that? care to share with me?

people change

so what have I been up to???

1. I cook real dish food! and yes, I'm really excited and proud about it :p it's not that simple frozen food. Not the fry-fry only type. Not the simple ingredients type of dish. But those dish with cutting, chopping, onion, ginger, oyster sauce, this and that sauce. also the clean and chopping meat also veggies. all the 'beribed', messy preparations. and success!! taste good. edible. no one has stomache. hoho. yay!

2. I started to give tuition to kids again. I stopped because I was bored. had a limited time for myself. likes to be free. but then when the offer is there, I think again. and I'm ready to give tuition again.

3. I am into gardening now, hehe. It's been a year my garden is just grass and 2 trees. that's it. I don't even water it and so on. But now, I bought lotsa sanseviera and planted it in a pot. many, many pots. I planted iris. water lily. Pandan Bali, and bambu air in the garden. I water, I watched it everyday. I even plucked out 'rumput liar' hahay.... Let's see how long it will last :p

well, I changed :)

for fun :)

Favorite Color: white
Favorite Car: hmm... nothing in particular
Favorite Movie: drama comedy type
Favorite Hobby: travelling
Favorite Song/Singer: olivia
Favorite Book/Author: perahu kertas by dee
Favorite School Subject: Bio
Favorite Vacation Destination: Bali
Favorite Food: fried rice
Favorite Restaurant: Il mare, Hotel Mulia deh, cos im being proposed there, hehe
Favorite Animal: well if I have to choose... puppy maybe?
Favorite Store: nothing in particular
Favorite Celebrity : Julia Robert
Favorite Childhood Friend: Jane
Favorite Baby Name: ermmm chiko, but Uud said it sounds like a doggy's name :p
Favorite Person In Your Life: my grandma from my dad's side :)
Favorite Facebook Application : photos

Chocolate or Vanilla: mint ;p
Big Mac or Whopper: whopper
Coke or Pepsi : anything
Beer or Wine: beer
Coffee or Tea: tea
Apple Juice or O.J.: orange juice
Facebook or MySpace: facebook
Summer or Winter: winter
Windows or Mac: windows (masi blom familiar ama mac niyyy)
Cats or Dogs: dogs
Boxers or Briefs: g-string! haha
Rain or Shine : both
Chips or Popcorn: chips
Salty or Sweet: salty
Plane or Boat: plane and cruise :D
Morning or Night: both
Movie or Play: both :)
Walk or Drive: in Indonesia- drive!
Money or Love: Love + money hehe
Breakfast or Dinner: dinner
Forgiveness or Revenge: forgiveness
Paint or Wallpaper: wallpaper
House or Apartment: hmmmm.... hard choice

Have Any Pets: nope
Have Any Children: not yet
Smoke: tried and done
Drink: sometimes
Exercise: sometime
Spend Your Life On Facebook: nah..
Play On A Sports Team: in high school
Belong To Any Organizations: nope
Love Your Job: yes
Like To Cook: yeah
Play An Instrument: no
Sing: yup
Dance: when im clubbing
Speak Multiple Languages: yes
Ice Skate: tried, succeed, but have forget how to already
swim: yes
Paint: no
Write: yes
Ski: would love to try one day
Juggle: with 2 tennis balls heheh

Stolen Anything: nah..
Been Drunk Before Noon: no
Had Sex In A Public Place: errmmmm.... yap haha =p
Got Caught Telling A Lie: yes
Got A Speeding Ticket: no
Been Arrested: errr... once =p
Littered: yes
Fantasized About A Co-Worker: NAH!
Cheated On A Test: yes
Cheated In A Relationship: no
Failed A Class: yes, french class, bcoz of my sotoy sister!! we didn't even take the test!
Screened Your Phone Calls: yes
Eaten Food Off The Floor: errr... yah... haha
Stuck Gum Under A Desk: no, eewww
Wished You Were Someone Else: before yes. now, i'm just thankful to be me
Cried During A Movie: yes
Had A One Night Stand: no

Describe Yourself In One Word: complex
Biggest Fear: losing all my dear ones
Your Proudest Accomplishment: succeed in making REAL dishes recently, haha
#1 Priority In Your Life: my family
Dream Job: well-known make up artist with to-die-for make up set :p
Special Talents: being annoying :p
Where Are You Right Now: @ home
Where Would You Rather Be: In US with great job
Famous Person You Want To Meet: Chef Bara
Place To Visit Before You Die: hmmm.... would love to be able to go to kampung Sampireun again :)
Song Played At Your Funeral: heh?? never crossed my mind

Have you laughed until you cried: yes
Have you found out who your true friends were: some of them
Met someone who changed you: yes
Kissed anyone on your friends list: yes
What were you doing at midnight last night: sleep
Name something you CANNOT wait for: another trip
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah
What are you listening to right now: television
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: being engaged to a totally wrong person
Last time you saw your father : last nite
Most visited webpage: my blog

First surgery : never been to one
First piercing : when I was still a baby, I got my ears pierced
First best friend : QSS girls
First sport you joined : swimming
First pet : none
First vacation : Balikpapan? Surabaya?
First concert : Andy lau's Concert during my teenager time
First crush : primary school, haha

Your ex and You: still alive
I am listening to: television
Maybe I should: have a friend like chef bara!? how great would that be? or maybe I should really just book air tickets and booked a villa @ Bali and fly there without hestitation??
I love: my husband
My best friend(s): uud, my sis, my mom and those 'ndud-mdud' girls, haha =p
I don't understand: myself sometime
I have lost my respect for: that manipulative, FAKE B*tch!!
The meaning of my display name is: I think its quite clear
I will always be: a dodol wife
Love seems to: be here at my home :)
I never ever want to lose: my dear ones, and that includes my dear bags haha
I get annoyed when: my dodol husband interrupt my story to ask me tons of irrelative questions!
Do you like parties?: yes
Today I: feel great
I wish: I'll be a wise person. amen