2 months, yet so amazing (at least to me)

With 2 months of pregnancy :

my tummy is already bulging. and its quite big!! I though 2 months time the tummy should still be flat??!! I'm supposedly still slim? how come my tummy is bulging already ?? oh no!!

the baby likes to travel or go out a lot. I was so worried that I'll have trouble flying. I'll be weak or nausea like always. but amazingly, the baby is soooo good!!! -.-" no trouble AT ALL! It was in fact one of my best day throughout my pregnancy. amazing, haha.

morning sickness and him :)

Oh and by the way, believe it or not, Rudy also get the 'morning sickness' hehe

During the first week of my pregnancy, he also felt nausea and weak. And now, he cannot see something 'disgusting' or 'smelly' as he said.

eg. He went to a public toilet. it stinks. usually, he would feel nothing, now he wanted to vomit. Also, we went outside to eat. the server is late to clean up the mess on the table, he saw the 'dirty' plate (its just a plate with unfinished rice, actually) and he's again so disgusted and almost vomit. that's so funny, :D

Anyway, I still feel weak sometimes. Lik yesterday, ugh, it was one of the worst day. I cant even get up.. sigh. and I think my stomach is so gassy, that it hurts... I felt as if i'm being poked.
the bad news doesn't stop there. So this morning when I ate yellow rice, my upper top braces came off! I don't know how it happen, but because of it, I have to fly to Jakarta. tommorow! Being honest, I really dread this trip. I'm just worried that the pregnancy is so young that something might happen, but also, the braces is very disturbing. So, I guess i'm left with no choice. sigh. So, if you happen to read this post, please pray for us. I really, really hope that everything is going to be alright.

Do you face morning sickness, yent?

'Sure, I do!'

In fact, its not only in the morning. but almost throughout the day. But, I still think that it's better than most people, hehe.

Well, at least I still could eat happily. When some people can't stand the smell of this and that, I'm fine. When some people crave for this and that, I'm fine. Well, I do want to eat some particular food, but so far it's not weird. Oh, and I do realized that I especially love soup, lately. yah, I do look for soup to accompany for almost all my meals :)

In the earlier week, after eating I would usually threw up. Felt very bad nausea, my whole body felt weak. low blood-pressure. felt very sick. felt miserable. But, it ease up along the way. Thanks God. I still face nausea and vomitting still continue. But it's much better compared to the earlier week. So, I think... I hope... I don't have to face this for more than 3 months :D

Oh one more difference since the pregnancy, now almost every morning, I wake up before 8 o'clock. Something so rare, haha...

Well, okay, that's it. cheers everyone ;)

wow..

There are two stripes in my test pack ;) hehe

yes, it's a positive. I have even checked it @ a lab, and it is positive :)

I can't help but smile the whole day.

Details:

So, the 'uninvited every month guest' is late this month. But is normal, isn't it. It should come real soon, or so I guess because I had these stomach and leg cramps every night. I was sleepy for 2 days, days and night.. but again I thought it was because I woke up too early to work and anyway, I love sleeping :p One day at my grandma, I was very very hungry around 5.30 PM. unusual, but nothing cross my mind. Somehow, its already late by a week. and the cramps wouldn't go away. I jokingly said to Rudy, if it is not the menstruation, must be the pregnancy. I must be pregnant. But, that was just a crazy joke we shared. and because on Friday morning Rudy had to fly to Jakarta, so we decided to buy another test pack.

On Thursday morning, I sleepily took the test. well, to be honest I was expecting a stripe. cos, the few times I tested, it was ALWAYS a stripe. I took the test this time just to make sure its another a stripe and I would be 'see, a stripe rite? nothing to worry'. but then, 2 stripes appeared. fast and clear. and I was there, in the toilet, stunned and ... stunned...

walked slowly back to the bed, showed it to my sleeping dodol, and he was like... urmmmm read the instruction and we prayed. yes, he tried not too be overjoyed :( cos, he's afraid its a wrong alarm...haiyah. So we went to the lab and checked... and its positive. see husband! you should be overjoyed, so happy with me on the first alarm... on the second one just to ensure you, its not that surprising anymore, isn't it?? dodol! hehehe

we prayed, I had tears in my eyes. I couldn't believe it. God trusted us with the little baby. I can't thank You God, enough.

Only in You, I surrender our health and well-being.