feeling Blue, Mellow, Yellow

I miss my friends!=(

Being in Samarinda can be something really challenging. Especially for someone that is so used being in the big city like myself. The things I love being in Samarinda are :

• I can hang out with my family. We are so closed to each other. I'm surrounded by my big, fun family 100. There are always so many stories over the weekends and of course if we gather, foods will be provided, too, kekeke.
• no heavy traffic jam. going anywhere is still nearby.
  
• I have a HOME here
• hmmm, what else?? I think that's about it!! can u imagine????

It's so hard to find anything nice here. yeah another good thing is that I can save up! hehe since there's not much things to buy. Not much place to hang out. there's even no cafe here, they only have coffee shop. the worse, I don't have much friends here :( arrrghhh... The only one person who can connect nicely beside uud is Epinga... She is the only one who can spend time to talk and gossip about almost anything. I can be myself and so does she. But even so, lately we don't really spend time a lot since each of us have our own activity.

So, here I am feeling blue. mellow yellow. I miss my sister. I miss my cousin, ce ponk. I miss Lisa, bertha, rio, Sandra. I even miss my in-laws!! haha, weird. but yes, I really do miss them. I want to spend time having fun with them :( It's not that I dun have a great time with Uud, It's just different with friends, rite??

:( I might really think about somewhere else to live, huh? perhaps Surabaya like Zen recommended? So if we're gonna travel, it's easier for us? hehe. weleh2 be te bener kalau blue gini ye? Zen, nti di Bali hibur daku ya?? kikikiki :D