Oops...

Rudy just received his internet billing. It's Wooosshhh.... expensive, kekkee *guilty feeling* and it's not a happy tone I catch in him
oops, sorry dear... :p

I guess no internet connectin for a while for me, hiks ='(
goin' to miss updating my blog, then :'p

100 facts about me

1. I was Born in Samarinda, Indonesia
2. having an elder sis, Dizz (nicole's mom) and younger bro,Vq (who did my beautiful wedding pictures), hence make me a middle child (which people believe the 'wiser' one ;p)
3. Primary school in Samarinda then moved to Singapore until O' level
   
4. take make up academy in Surabaya, Indonesia
   
5. start working as a make up artist in Freeze Frame, Surabaya (I was 18!)
   
6. experienced working in Freeze Frame,Jkt.
   
7. back to Samarinda to accompany my parents (who miss me so much =p)
8. open a mini photo studio at my parents' house, worked as a radio announcer, worked as a tutor, worked as a freelance make up artist all at once!
9. I made a lot of money, back then! wah!
10. I suspect working so young made me a lazy bum I am today =p
11. now I'm just a wife and a '2 days' kindergarten teacher (I only works for 2 days =p)
12. I love white
13. I didn't know what love is till' I met Ud
14. I am a terrible cook
15. I can't stand if my palms and feet are dry
16. I also can't stand if they're dusty
17. I don't like my thigh to be touch/caress
    
18. I'm almost always FAT!
19. I have a big, wide bum and I used to hate it. now I just accept it as it is
20. I think I am conservative
21. I am speechless and also uncomfortable in a new crowd
22. I like any kind of food except for porridge
23. I wish I can buy anything without checking the price tags
24. I dream of spending Christmas in the US with Ud, someday
25. I love travelling
26. I used to be flirty. now I regret it
    
27. I prefer beach to mountain
28. I need to cover my feet with a blanket to sleep
29. I am not an animal lover
30. I am not a morning person
31. I love anything to do with marriage =)
    
32. I love to go to parties
33. I love to attend a wedding party. I wish I can attend all of my friends wedding
    
34. I love gossiping, who doesn't??
35. I used to be very sociable.. I wonder how come I am not nowadays?
36. I sometime think I'm pretty
37. but I think Ud looks good most of the time. other time he is just a silly looking guy :p
    
38. I love to see ud's sleep expressions. sometimes it's plain like a baby. sometimes, its just horrible like a fish with his mouth wide open, haha
    
39. I can resist buying clothes
40. I can't resist shoes
    
41. I wish I also can say I can't resist buying bag. I love branded bags, but they're very expensive =( so no choice but to resist!
    
42. my mom plead me not to buy anymore shoes
    
43. I wish I can turn back the time
44. I wish my leg are longer and leaner
    
45. I used to have long nails. now, they're just short.
    
46. I am easily irritated by stupid questions from unimportant person
    
47. I had facebook a year ago but really updating it just recently
48. I wonder why people say I'm smart but I feel the other way round
49. I enjoy reading people's blog. and envy their nicer layout, nicer way of telling story, creative post, =p
50. I read my blog over and over again
51. I used to be vain. Now, I'm just normal. not shabby =p
    
52. I wish to go abroad with Ud one day
53. I wonder why am I always broke?? =(
54. I secretly wish my wedding party wouldn't last, haha
55. I totally admire my own wedding party =p (sorry guys, narcism is allowed)
56. I wish my sis would be here in Indo with us ='(
57. I never really idolize any celebrity
58. I have a nice walk-in closet, but the clothes are very untrendy. I hate it
59. I suspect I actually have a very 'high' taste (LV, Burburry, Gucci, Biyan, Anne Avantie) ;p
60. I act 'high-class' when I entered a branded boutique. but end up buying none, what a bullshit
61. I have a very nice home and love it to death
62. I love make up but only end up in a dab of foundation, brush of powder and blusher
63. I have a very, VERY full of nonsense husband
64. I sometime wonder why did I marry a pervert :p what mistakes did I make? hihihi
65. I love snacking
66. I lurveeeeee doing nothing ;p
    
67. I don't really wear perfume
68. I don't really wear any accecories
69. I am very clumsy
70. I have an unfriendly face
71. I sucks at number
72. I used to be a magazine freak. Now I buy them occasionally to save up
73. I don't like babies until Nicole pops out. then I found baby is cute
74. I have big families and I'm pretty close to each of them
75. I wish someday I can afford to take my parents travel
76. I hate 'plastic' fake girls out there
77. I can sleep with light on or off
    
78. I can't survive skipping a meal
79. I used to swim, play netball, play tennis, sit up, bla bla bla, but I exercise no more
80. I am scared of myself becoming a buffalo, getting fatter n fatter. but I couldn't stop eating
81. I find myself very talkative ;p
82. I used to talk on the phone for many hours with my friends. It can last for 4 hours sometime more. tsk tsk tsk
    
83. I sleep back to back with Ud
84. I almost always can't help but to disturb Ud if he sleeps earlier than me
85. I hate mopping now. cos it hurt my hands =(
86. I hate it if people shout to me.
87. Rudy and I always try to go out of the city every now and then to refresh ourselves
88. I still do my 'mumut' habit since I was little (do something to my bolster if I want to sleep)
89. I can't live without padded bra, haha ;D
90. I adapt to a new place easily
91. I always answer my mum in Bahasa if she tried speaking chinese to me, back then. Now, she just dump the idea, kekeke
92. I've been using Nokia, ever
93. I actually enjoy watching reality show
94. I also actually enjoy watching gossip shows on tv
95. and I love watching Indonesian movies, kekeke :p
    
96. I laugh my ass off at show offs
97. I enjoy playing silly, non-thinking games :p
98. I tend to delay doing anything
    
99. My first encounter seeing 'man's banana' picture was actually introduced by my very own sister and elder cousin (yes, it's a SHE) they were in their teens and giggling reading an australian magazine showing 'peeepppp...' and they actually showed it to me!
100. I'm excited if people leave a comment in my blog and enjoy reading my blog ;p

Phewww.... glad I've done it.....

shabby?

My sis said I am shabby, now. After being married... =(
Hmmphhh. well, I used to be vain when I was younger. But, I don't think I'm shabby... urrggghhh..

Just because I don't dress up, doesnt make me shabby does it?? (correct me if i'm wrong) but I don't see the point of dressing up, here. No place to hang out. nobody to be seen and be seen. I go out to eat for a while then go back home. The places are also lame, so, why bother to dress up?? as long as I wear comfy clothes, off I go. BUT, I do dress nicer if I go to church, or party. or if there is any event held.

Like today, I try to put on some nice clothes. to show how wrong my sis is, hehehe =p

well, I admit, I became lazier to dress up after marriage. but it's also because I try to save up, what?? 1st of all, there is no nice shop down here, in Samarinda. 2ndly, whenever I go to nicer city, plan to shop, look at the price tags, do some reasoning, usually always end up being unable to buy clothes. such a pity to spend money on clothes when I still have other needs. So, if I used to shop, shop and shop for clothes, nowadays no more shopping for clothes. So, If I don't really dress up is also because my clothes are not updated already.

I am not shabby. I just choose not to dress up that much. no point. I will dress up if I want to =p (excuses, excuses, excuses) ok lah, I admit... I'm a BIT shabby, huh! puas puas?? masih ga terima nih =p!!

Credit card Fraud

Rudy almost has a credit card fraud!

The chronology : a man called Rudy on his cellphone. the caller is using Jakarta's number. He said Rudy get a voucher to stay at any 3 star or 4 star hotel anywhere in Indonesia. Included samarinda hotel such as Bumi Senyiur. and also he could stay at Nanda hotel, Bali for 2 days free. and the tickets to Bali gets 50% disc. So far, nothing about credit card is mention. oh ya, btw, he knew Rudy's full name, rudy's address, rudy's office name, Rudy's number. also rudy's first 8 credit card's number.

Then, after some courtasy talk bla bla bla bla and bla, he stressed out that these vouchers valid for 5 years and made sure that Rudy's card would still be valid till then. and asked for the validation date. here is the mistake. Rudy didn't know that validation date would be as dangerous as the 3 cvw number. He thought, as long as he didn't know the 3 cvw number, it's ok. but it's not ok!!! now, we know.

This fraud guy even sms Rudy the details of Nanda hotel, Bali. included with the website. which I later on check, look like some bullshit website. Well, this guy said that it's a 3 stars hotel upgraded to a 4 stars hotel. but, looking at the website, impossible! He even gave contact number to be confirmed on.

After some thinking, we agreed that this might be one of those credit card fraud. so we called the bank call center, intended to block this transaction. but guess what? a Rp. 1.900.000 transaction has been made. The guy did mention earlier that this sum is is to be depositted, bla bla bla. Rudy has to send a copy of his identity card and he will send back the card, bla bla bla. but hey, how come he already made a transaction??

the bank did help us to block the credit card. but we also can't sign on anything sent. nothing at all. not even tiki's receipt. so we have to wait on and see. I hope we don't have to pay for that damn Rp. 1.900.000 transaction. please, please, please, please....

So guys, beware. I hope this post could help anyone out there not to be cheated.

for you who did this to us... well, u just rot in hell! wah, so mean??! hhehe. ok, ok.... hmmm
for you who did this to us... well, ...... well,...... damn you! huh!

KUTU KUPRED SIALAN!

Maafkan title'ku yang 'tereak2' ....

aku barusan makan nasi padang upik yang di danau toba. sama ud n paulus-fenny. dah lama nih benernya males makan di upik danau toba, tapi berhubung dah lama ga ngumpul2 ma paulus fenny, akhirnya meluncurlah saya n ud buat join makan bersama.

kenapa koq males makan di upik danau toba? kan dulu sering? kan enak? kan murah meriah?
iyaaa, iya, dulu emang gue suka makan di upik danau toba ini. sekarang mending yg di juanda aja deh. abisnya bukan kenape2 yah, upik danau toba ini JOROK bgt! gue udah 2x liat kecoa lewat! malah yg sekali itu melintas dikaki gue! gila bgt ga sih, sialan. lagi makan enak2 melintas kecoa, apa ga bikin ilfil tuh! trus, masih blom kapok, masih pergi juga. apa yg gue dapeti? si mba ini ga sengaja jatuhin ayam. trussss, benar saudara2, ayam yg jatuh itu dibalikin gitu aja di tumpukan ayam... what the???? bused daghhhhh!

and apa lagi yg terjadi kali ini gue ke upik?? lagi seneng2nya gue makan tiba2 nih dimulut berasa ada yg ganjil. trus gue keluarin. yg pertama item agak panjang gitu. "apaan nih?? " dalem ati. trus masi ada yg ga enak, keluarin lagi.. loh kok panjang? loh kok geli? loh kok?? apaan nih?? WHAT??!!!! GILA AJA NIH UPIK!! laba2 tau ga siyyy?? yg mayan gede n yg kakinya panjang2!! bener2 sinting yah ini t4?? sialan bgt. gila dah, udah ilfil aja gue makannya. langsung ga mood lagi mau makan. tapi ga enak juga mau ngamuk2 atau cerita ke paulus fenny secara mereka juga lagi makan. jadi yah diam2lah gue merutuk dalam hati.

HUAAAAAAAAAAAA, gue bete n sedih nih... jijai bener siiiyyyy????? pas pulang sampe rumah, gue muntah2 deh! bener2 muntah2 bow. gue ini orang yg bener2 jarang muntah! mending muntah gara2 hamil kek, ini muntah gara2 ..... duhhhhhh meles bgt sihhh??!!

dasar upik sialan. brengsek. kutu kupred. damn you. upik terkutuk!!!! HUHHHH, saia udah ga mau lagi makan di kamu, no matter what!!!!!!! bete! bangke lo!! dendam gue!! huhhhh, sialan!

heaven sent

3 years ago, I was engaged to X. why I broke up, it's because we no longer have the same vision ahead. the way we think and face problems are way too different and it seems hard for us to adjust. I also found him very manipulative and narrow-minded. But he sure has a very decent face which made me seems to be the bad guy.

why is he manipulative? well, first of all, he let me seems to be the bad guy. his parents thought there's a 3rd party. and accused rudy for it. why? because rudy is single and is my best friend. which made us quite close. and he lets his parents and also most people who know us think that way. but, he made my mom thought that the 3rd party was my ex that my mom doesn't approve of. but the real reason is not a 3rd party. there's no 3rd party. It's simply he's narrow minded. and I dun love him. I realised I never really love him. what I had back then was flattered, liking, but not chemistry. and so I was thinking what is wrong with us? why don't I want to be touch by him? why don't I really care if we're not together? I was thinking to postpone the wedding. never in my mind crossed to cancel the wedding. cos I thought, if u were meant to be, it's ok to postpone the wedding. u don't have to rush it. If you are afraid that the wedding is off, there must be something wrong on your relationship then. and he was afraid. he didn't want to postpone. the wedding has to go on.

It hit me hard. I realised our relationship is not strong. we can't force a wedding if the foundation is not strong enough.
After long argument, quarrels, fight, counselings, depression, lots and lots of tears, heartaches, we broke up.
In this small town, it became public consumption and people talk about it. hmm. and thanks to my not-decent face, and always-put-on-a-smile- face, people really believed that I was fine and we broke up because of a 3rd party. damn it!

Yes, I was hurt. and yes I was humiliated. yes, it broke my heart. yes, i was sad. I felt those,too. even if I was the one who decided to cancel off the wedding. but I'm just a girl. and those upset me, too.

thankfully, even most of my friends drew away (doesn't want to get involve, it's ok, I understand) but Rudy stay still. and there's one more special person who stay still by my side. her name is devi aka epinga =) I just can't thanks her enough for her friendship. She was the one who trust me. she was the one who always said ok whenever, wherever I 'kidnapped' her. At that time I almost always went out with rudy, epinga and another girl, siuling. So, what made epinga so special to me?

cos' she stayed still on my side even if most of her friends were on X side. She knew X too. but that didn't make her to avoid me. remember when I said people thought that Rudy was a 3rd party? yes, that made people think that rudy and I were just using epinga as our cover up. mean, huh?

Pi, thank you so much yah for the friendship. for your kindness, for your ears, for your trust and also for your time. It must be tough on you to trust us when people said we're using you. and I knew you were dissapointed in us, too, once (I know once, I don't know if there's more =p) when we finally really court. but once again, thanks for opening your heart one more time for us.

friends forever. love you much. Muach.

hoahmmm...

Nicole here is SO... sleepy, kikikik, what a funny expression! why else? Of course because she is studying...

She is having fun in Jakarta now. 'holidaying' with her grandma and grandpa...

old aunty

As Rudy was very busy lately until he had to worked overtime, me as a good wife cooked for him. and I brought him the food on this pinguin hamper!! haha! I got it as a present from the bday kid at school. It was soooo.. not me! I was so embarassed, huhuhu _ _!! (see Ud, I'm so nice!!)
I really feel like some old aunty, haiyoh! bringing hamper..tsk tsk tsk...



ah, and these are my housekeys. cute, huh?? ^^ me like it so much. I got the keychain from epinga. thanks epinga, it's my housewarming present. its a house but divided into 2 pieces. so I got one and another one taken by Ud. it's so sweet and so nice. we like it so much, too that we decided to use it from the day we get it, =D

bye bye anger

Maia (a singer) has another song. "Sang Juara" (read: The champion)

I like the morale of this song. This song is not about a champion who succeed to defeat her opponent. Instead, what it's trying to share is that no matter how hard someone is trying to topple you down, and even if u failed and toppled down badly, what matters is that u still stay rigid and try to stand up without having to take revenge.

(read: Lagu Sang Juara bukan tentang seorang pemenang yang berhasil mengalahkan lawannya, tapi lagu ini ingin menyampaikan pesan bahwa sehebat apapun seseorang ingin menjatuhkan aku, bahkan sampai aku terjatuh sekalipun, aku tetap berusaha tegar an kembali berdiri tanpa harus membalas dendam) dalemmm ya??

I do wanna be a champion. I fell down hard. like 3 years ago. it hurts me so bad that sometime when I think about it, it still hurts me. people don't know that it hit me so hard, cos I always put on a smile. sometime, me, myself don't even know that I'm hurt this bad. But, after knowing this song, reading HANDBOOK and some prayer, I managed to let go. phewww... thanks God. Thanks a lot, God.
I don't want to waste my time holding grunges, holding regret, hating people. bye bye hatred. bye bye heartache, bye bye tears (not that I dun wanna cry again, I'm such a crybaby =p , but no more tears for this matter, =D ) bye bye anger.
Welcome peacefullness. welcome beautiful life =D Yeyent is ready to face a better future.

Siap Grak!!

Zen is the only one who always know which camera to look at.... and I don't know why Rudy stand so straight like if he doesn't a principal is going to punish him... tsk tsk tsk...
see u guys in Bali... =)

HANDBOOK

I've got this from mey. thanks a lot mey =)
I hope this would strenghten all of you like it did to me.

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in

Plants:

4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.

5. Make time for prayer.

6. Play more games.

7. Read more books than you did in 2008.

8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

9. Sleep for 7 hours.

10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.

16. Dream more while you are awake.

17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.

20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

23. Smile and laugh more.

24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

25. Call your family often.

26. Each day give something good to others.

27. Forgive everyone for everything.

28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

30. What other people think of you is none of your business.

31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

32. Do the right thing!

33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

34. GOD heals everything.

35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

37. The best is yet to come.

38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.

39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

HmmmMmm...

What is love without commitment?
and what is commitment without love?

hmmmm... confusing.

this post is dedicated to two of my dearest friends who are in confusion and dilemma.

actually i want to write more details. but one of these two~the 'stingy' one of course, wouldn't let me. huh!
I know you are reading this and having your 'very satisfied, cruel, laughing' time!! admit it.. damn u, pelit ah..=( .
But it's ok.anyway, I also don't know what to say and what to write. anyway, I wish both of you the very best. and hope u'll find ur true happiness soon. love you guys. moackssss. XoXo

tambahan

oh iya.. sembari menyambung post ku sebelumnya, ada yg mau aku tambahin nih
padahal yg sebelumnya udah panjang lebar. bawel banget sih ini anak :p

kemaren2 ini sempet ngobrol2 ama sodara yang hidupnya kayanya lempenggg bener. dari yang pacaran ama cowo anak orang kaya yg super royal, kikikik :p trus meridnya yg ga perlu pusing budget (ga seperti cc'mu ini) honeymoon ke Europe, tinggal jalan. rumah mewah berikut perabot, tersedia. trus mau hamil, langsung tokcer, mau melahirkan ga pusing biaya persalinan. ke dokter, beli2 barang bayi, beli2 barang pribadi buat ibu hamil, semua terjamin dan serba mudah. blom lagi ntaran yang anak mo sekolah atau apapun juga, ga usah pusing. ditambah sekarang ini anaknya yang menjadi kesayangan grandparents dari both side. maklum for both grandparents, ini adalah grandchild mereka yg pertama and super gres!! kikikik... mudah yah? bused dah.

dah gitu aku baca blog ini. beda banget idupnya. serdehana. penuh lika liku. tapi semua dijabar dengan jujur ga pake pretense sok kaya. tapi tetep full of life. tetep happy. tetep asik. aku yang baca ikutan terhibur. dari muda udah kena kista. dia ada nulis wanita + kista + pacar tapi gak mao kawin berat banget rasanya. aku sendiri ga ada kista. amit2 jangan sampe deh jadi ga tau juga rasanya gimana. tapi pasti berat bgt deh. tapi kayanya di blognya ini dia happy2 aja deh ama suaminya.

aku jadi belajar... hidup ini emang lucu. bukannya kehidupan sodaraku itu salah. ngga koq. dia ga salah sama sekali. I'm happy for her, too. cuman kadang orang maunya hidupnya keliatannya serba WAH. tapi dari orang2 kaya Viol ini'lah kita bisa belajar, apa sih arti hidup yg sebenernya. hidup itu penuh perjuangan. ada keringat, air mata. tapi itu yg bikin hidup makin berarti. bikin hidup lebih hidup, hehehe. koq kayanya gue jadi lebay sih? as if blog nya viol itu hidupnya susah amat?
ngga koq viol, hidup lo asik koq, beneran deh. gue cuman doyan aja lo ga kaya cewe kebanyakan yg typical hedonis gitu, =D

please deh, jangan lebay...

Hmmpfhh.
Dunia ini koq makin hedonis aja yah perasaan?? orang2 makin sok glamour gitu. iya kalau emang hidupnya glamour beneran. gue sih happy2 aja liatnya kalau bener2 glamour, tapi kalau ketemu yg sok2'an glamour gitu, suka ilfil deh liatinnya.

sekarang ini cewe2 dah banyak yg dicekokin buat cari cowo yg tajir. jadi ga usah susah2 lagi kedepannya. masa depan yg cerah.
dimana yah 'susah senang ditanggung bersama?' atau 'merintis sama2, dari susah mpe sukses bareng2?' yg ada 'si A anaknya siapa?' 'coba kamu kaya si B, pacarnya kuaya, loh'. cari pacar juga cari yang instant. jadi bisa secara instant menjadi cewe yang kaya =p
kesuksesan seseorang diartikan dengan kekayaan materi seseorang. ck ck ck.

blom lagi cewe2 ataupun ibu2 yang dengan riangnya menenteng tas2 brand luar negri yang ternyata palsu?? yah bukannya saya against barang palsu.. tapi kalau emang blom mampu beli, ya ga usah dipaksakan lah. soalnya kan selama kita membeli barang palsu, pasar barang palsu itu ada selalu. and itu kan membiarkan children labour gitu?? and lagian emang enak orang udah susah payah mendesign suatu barang trus dengan gampangnya di jiplak gitu? lagian apa serunya sih memamerkan barang yang palsu? mending duitnya dikumpulin terus beli deh yg asli, kan lebih PUAS, hehehe. eh, ini opini pribadi loh yaaaa.... jadi kalau ada yg ga seneng ya maap2 aja =)

ada juga yg punya tas2 branded buat dijadikan ajang 'ga mau kalah'. sampe segitunya yah??

pokok yg pamer sana sini ini, aduh duh duh duh..... please deh ah.... masa ya aku ada kenalan nih (mulai dah curhatnya) bisa2nya bilang kl dirumahnya dibangun ruangan yg gede and ber a.c? biarkan orang lain aja yg menilai kenapa si? sampe sebegitu pedenya muji2 rumah sendiri ke orang lain? yaelahhh.... kecuali orang nanya, ga usah sesumbar dulu deh.... haiyoh. lagian ruangannya juga ga gede2 amat gitu loh, tante... masi banyak yg lebih gede2 ini... hihihi.

kenapa gue nulis ini? ga ada alesan. cuman mau ngeluarin uneg2 aja. opini pribadi kan boleh donk. gue ada koq temen2 yg super tajir and hidupnya emang kesannya glamour bgt. yg tas brandednya berjejer jejer. kl mau cuci rambut aja di salon. pake baju ga ngulang 2x. padahal kan sayang yah. rumah segede gaban. rumah yg segede gaban and masih ada swimming pool yg segede gaban juga. yang kalau mau berangkat luar negri sana sini, gampanggg.... yang punya mall gede. yah, pokok yg bisa bikin gue ngiler deh, haha. tapi ini memang kehidupan mereka asli yang ga dibuat-buat and ga bikin mereka melarat buat jalaninnya. lagian temen2 gue yg emang tuajir2 ini, merekanya sih biasanya baik bgt. humble and ga norak banyak gaya buat pamer2. kali soalnya bapak emaknya dah kaya and mereka dah biasa dari kecil ama hidup yg gitu yah. jadi yah biasa2 aja. yang pingin ngerasain hidup gini, baru sok sok'an, hehehe.

aneh ya manusia ini?? kalau saia sih tetep memilih hidup yg biasa2 aja bersama suami tercinta, kikikik. rudy dari kecil udah terbiasa hidup mandiri. mau dapet apa ya harus berjuang dapetnya. ga ada yg serba mudah atau instant buat dia. dia ga dididik dengan materi yang berlimpah. walaupun dia bukan dari keluarga yg kekurangan.
kalau gue beda lagi. bokap dulu waktu muda, hidupnya mayan susah. jadi pas bokap usahanya maju,anak2nya ini dimanja banget. kita mau apa, sebisanya diturutin. kalau ga ada nyokap yg galak bin pelit ups hemat, ihihihihi, wah keenakan dah kita. bisa2 jadi spoiled brats.

nah sejak merid ama rudy dodol ini, yang banyak berubah dari aku ya cara 'pandang'ku ini. dari dulu si saia udah ga suka ama cewe2 hedonis bin matre, tapi abis ama rudy, jadi semakin bertambah deh. suka males bgt liat orang yang mau dapetin apa2 pake cara instant. dah gitu gayanya selangit pula. ck ck ck. capheee deeee.... temen2 gue yg super tajir aja gayanya ga selangit. kalian yg blom ada apa2nya, gayanya udah sebegitunya... haiyooohhhh..... pleaseee deh..

activity

happy holidae, all =)
selamat hari waisak bagi yg merayakan.

No holidae for me n ud. We have to wait for handyman to repair this and that.
at my home, the handyman add another lamp outside my house cos' we found it's too dark. we have to wait for him for so many days... but it's ok lah. at least now, there's a lamp outside. and it's nice. so I am happy.


then, we have to go to Rudy's office (lebi tepatnya ruko). Because of the flood... which already been the second time at his place there, he decided to elevated the floor. My gosh... it's so messy. soil, bricks, cement, sand, dust, ck ck ck.... He elevated around 50cm from the ground. So, hopefully this time, the office will be free from flood. amen!

wahai kentang... melembutlah....

ugh, bete nih gue...

gue kan blog walking gitu, terus perut lapar... biasa nih perut, ga bisa diajak kompromi. udah dibilangin, gue dah ga mau banyak2 makan, dah endut.. tapi bawaannya laper mulu! bikin bete juga. trus dah gitu gue keinget iklannya chef Bara di TV. ada yg liat ga?? itu loh iklan cheese yg cepet meleleh?? quick melt ya kl ga salah?? kan keliatannya yummy bgt tuh?? nah gue dah beli kentang and cheese itu, walau cheese'nya ini harganya menggorok (bete lagi kan??)

jadi cuci kentang sampe bersih. potong2 sosis kecil2, siapin cheesenya. trus keinget, oh ya kan gue ga punya microwave ya... mau pinjem mommy lupa mulu. jadi ya udah deh, cari ide. si lampu di kepala berkata coba di steam aja?? ya udah. repot2 nih gue keluarin rice cooker gue yg gede supaya bisa steam. soalnya selama ini pake rice cooker yg kecil, tapi tadi ga muat gitu. niat bener kan gue??
dah bayangin nih... ih, nti kl sukses n jadi mau aku foto ahhhh...mau aku upload di blog ahhh... mau kupamer, hihihi. dah seneng2 diri. dah senyum2 ndiri. ehhhhh tau2nya GAGAL!!!! beteeeee deh!! ugh. batal deh gue upload ini kentang di blog =(

ya emang si dodolnya gue ndiri, masa kudu di microwave malah gue steam?? maksa bener. yg ada cheesenya meltnya ga sexy n yummy gitu. malah berair2 ga jelas. dah gitu tuh kentang bloon masi keras ajeee (koq malah salahin kentang ya??) hiks hiks. bete nihhh... ya masi bisa di mamam si, cuman udah ga cantik lagi. kan jadinya gue ga bisa pamer?? =(

tau ga siy, tadi si dodol juga ledek2 masakan gue. dihina hina gue di depan grandma gue... menjatuhkan martabat gue gitu!! (hiperbola dah gue, sebenernya cuman diledek koq) cuman semped bikin gue bete juga. ga tau napa bete, haha. padahal emang bener si masakan gue standard bgt, n uda sering di make fun ini.tapi yg kali ini punya dari yg awalnya pura2 sok ngambek, jadi ngambek beneran deh. "HUH, pokoknya abis ini gue ga mau masakin lo lagi! ga mau masak lagi. lo makan catering aja sono!!! HUH!!" hahahaha......

kapan nihhhh gue pinter masak? monyong koq!

holiday

I like travelling a lot. go to a new place, explore a place. even if it's not really a new place, I still love travelling. (esp. since I get bored so easily down here)

and this June, Rudy and I are going to Bali again, yiha!
just like I've mentioned at previous post, this time we're going with lots of my family member from my dad's side. and I mean a LOT. Might be up to 30 people going... see? a lot, right??

After Bali, we plan to make a stop at Batu, Malang for a while, too. Rudy's hometown.

I can't wait for the holidae to come... for the fun, for the sun, and most importantly, for the food!!=D

• nasi babi, bu Oka
• baby ribs, naughty nuris
• bakwan subur
• rawon dengkul
• tahu campur, pak kumis

and many, many more =)
*excited mode on* Bali, Malang, here we comeee.....
Bali, Bali, Bali....

Angels on the wedding dae

lebay mode on

Lanjut dari tragedi tas ku ituh, si mommy kan lagi sakit nih bahunya... tengeng gitu, jadi mo balik ke kanan aja susah. ya udah, kembalilah saya menjadi anak-yg-cantik-bin-perhatian-and-super-berbakti nih ceritanya hihihi *lebay mode on*

pijetttt, pijetttt,

anak-yg-cantik-bin-perhatian-and-super-berbakti : "mi, parah nih ototnya mpe kenceng gini"
si mommy : iya... 'bla bla bla' (sambil gossip nih ceritanya)
anak-yg-cantik-bin-perhatian-and-super-berbakti: *nyahutin gossip* dah mendingan nih mom, dah mulei keringetan...

pijetttt, pijetttt, singkat cerita udah nih. dah seneng nih nyokap, gue juga, udah pijet semaksimal mungkin. pas udah malam... ini otot tangan gue sendiri dah mulai cenut2... waaaa sakit ui, lemes banget ini tangan, mpe mau angkat pulpen aja susah... =( akhirnya dodol berbaik hati and mijet2in tanganku. kayanya ini darahnya kaga ga ngalir gitu deh.... udah enakan, bobolah saia...

jam 5 pagi kebangun.... auwwwwwwwww tanganku sakit banget. kaku, lemes, mau diangkat juga susah... jadilah gue bengong2 dalam gelap. mau bangunin dodol ga tega... tapi ini tangan sakit mulu, mulai dah gue parno.. apa ini gejala struk ringan ya? hiiiii takut! kalau mpe gue struk gimana donk? mana ini tangan kanan lagi?? si uud bisa ilfil ga ya nih kalau gue struk? aihhh masa masi muda gini struk ya? sedih bener? bla bla bla dah ngaco dah gue mikirnya... gelisah2 gitu, taunya si uud bangun... "kenapa yent??"
"tanganku ini loh Ud, sakit lagi.. sakit banget"
"sini gue pijetin" pas lagi dipegang..
"auwww.... sakit ud" nangis deh gue, hihihihi lebay bgt ya? sakit plus parno jadi gini nih..
dah akhirnya dipijet2, and dikasi koyo super panas... dah gitu enakan deh... tau ga ini koyo ditempelin buanyak banget ditangan gue, haha

balik bobo deh, hehe...
thank u ud..Ud baek deh mau pijetin aku =) hihihihi

my poor bag

I asked for trouble :(

jadi ceritanya gue minta minyak semprot nih ke si mommy. gara2nya si uud kan otot kakinya abis keseleo, jadi sebagai istri yg baik n super perhatian mau gue pijetin. abis itu, itu minyak semprot sialan gue simpen dah di tas. ehhhh.. meneketehe kalau tutup botol itu minyak rusak!

monyong bin sialan koq, ya tumpahlah itu minyak dengan sukses ke tas gue tanpa gue sadari!! pas gue sadar, itu minyak dah tumpah sebotoloan!! tas gue dah bau tengik!!yg bikin sedih nih dompet hadiah dari si papi tuh jadi bau minyak juga deh, kutu kupred koq ini minyak... SEDIHHHH... hiks, bete!! monyonggggg.............

gini dah kalau sok jadi istri perhatian, padahal sebenernya itu kaki si dodol juga udah kaga sakit, cuman sisa memarnya aja, gue nya aja yg sok2 gitu, hiks hiks hiks